The dream was strange late this morning. I was in a meadow near a school or something with a forest near. I had asked for a loan for a doctor or dentist and they set up a board of 6 or 7 people at a table near the edge of the woods to listen to my presentation. The question asked was "What makes us believe that you will pay us back?" I started by ( Read more... )

It is Ross and my one year anniversary and I am so incredibly in love with him. We still have not had a fight and I find reasons to love him more every day. He is such a strong and caring man and I am blessed everyday that we get to have each other. I also still have love for another man in my heart, Ian still has a place in my heart. A friend ( Read more... )

I am 33 today!! This is the first year in a very long time that I have been excited for my birthday! We don't have much planned but the love and happiness that my life now has is very exciting for me. I am happy to have made it to 33 and am excited for the years to come. 13 years ago, I was crying at a funeral on my birthday. It was a very ( Read more... )

I have recently became a marketing executive with melaleuca. I am learning about the products from this wellness company. The products they make are safer for the environment and highly concentrated. Since I am the kind of person who has always been trying to save Mother Nature, it makes sense that I would try these products and help others to see ( Read more... )

Maybe I'm just jealous, but I see others going more expensive places and I get upset that my priorities keep me from spending the money there. I know that you can not just over spend and never have it catch up. I was with Ian and all bills were in my name, so when he died I went bankrupt because we had spent beyond our means. I paid off and ( Read more... )

I am thankful today for our little house. I am thankful for the knowledge to make our laundry soap. Also, I am thankful for the job that Ross just got. I am thankful for my daughter and her almost nine years of life, so far. I am thankful for my respectful seven year old son. I am thankful for my husband and his almost 2 years sober. I am thankful ( Read more... )

As I am rounding up what has to be the best year, I am excited for each year to come. During this year, I married Ross, we got summer season passes at riverfront park, the kids took swim lessons, I quit working at Walmart to focus on my sewing business, we had a wonderful reception, the kids are doing great in school and Ross is an amazing head of ( Read more... )

It was years ago, while I was married to my first husband, that a woman told me "I wouldn't feel like a woman if I didn't cook for my family." For some reason what she said bothered me. Maybe it was because I didn't feel that way, or because I thought it was so old fashion and gone with the times. Maybe it upset me because I didn't like to cook and ( Read more... )

We two fools in love took off and married on April fools day and really fooled you because it was real. We would love for everyone to join us in celebration of our marriage at our reception November second 2013.

I have been blessed with a great life. I have been given trials that gave me strength to fight for happiness for my family and myself. I have over come many hard time and experienced many more good times and times of love. Even when I was 4 and we lived in the unfinished upstairs of the Roads' house, we had love and happy times.